Silent Grace
Katie Harmon-McLaughlin, Spiritual Formation Ministries
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. -Matthew 5:9
Early in the morning, I pour a cup of coffee and walk out to the front porch. It is dawn. Songbirds are calling through the trees, but the world around me is still and sleepy. Daylight is barely beginning to stretch across the horizon.
Though I bring a journal and a book, I set them aside and don’t reach for them again. The heaviness in me as I consider the world’s sufferings is drawing me into deeper silence. I breathe. I close my eyes. I rest into an inner communion where all that is spoken is “sighs too deep for words” (Romans 8:26). Sometimes there are no words for the truest prayers in our hearts, and God still hears them. Sometimes silence is enough. Sometimes it is all we have.
Without expectation, I suddenly feel the familiar, though elusive, embrace of Spirit-presence. It is gentle and faint, real and fleeting. I savor the feeling of God for as long as it lasts and give thanks. Yet, I know the reality of God with me persists even as the distinct feeling of God fades. God is in the silence, the wordless heaviness, the songbirds, the hints of daylight and the darkness of dawn. God is in the sufferings of creation, and our longings for wholeness. It is all the unceasing grace of God’s presence in whatever condition we find ourselves as we offer our prayers for the world.
Prayer Phrase
“Awake, my soul!” (Psalm 57:8)
Spiritual Practice
The Prayer of the Heart
Early Christian disciples desired to take seriously the scripture mandate to pray “without ceasing” (1 Thessalonians 5:17). The prayer of the heart invites us to pray “continuously” by repeating and returning to a prayer phrase planted for intentional reflection and deepening. Choose a word or phrase (from scripture, hymnody, or personal reflection) that has meaning for you. The Jesus Prayer is one form of the prayer of the heart: “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me” (Luke 18:35-43). Invite this simple phrase to repeat in your heart throughout the day, awakening your soul to God’s presence.
Today’s Prayer for Peace
Engage in a daily practice of praying for peace in our world. Click here to read today’s prayer and be part of this practice of peace.